'Karma' is our Creation.

The aggression after a fight or a breakup or a conflict or of being a victim of something worse often trigger something unusual in us and many of us rather most of us do yell out with all the agitation,I believe in karma and it definitely is a "bitch." I don't wish to hinder the outlook of the devotional beings , categorically termed as the "orthodox." I wouldn't be emphasising on the Bohemian outlook either. It's definitely not a bizzare to have the profound faith in the unseen. Although I would like to inquire do you know who wrote the bible or the Bhagwath Gita? Have you experienced something out of the world, some eccentric power to turn the coin on your side when you've lost a toss? You didn't I presume, to emphasise on luck would deviate the topic of concern but it might just be an instance, everything might just be an incident or coincidence. It might be , although  at times I wonder the root of them, the root of our own existence as human beings. Did the apple bite really set the beginning of all the human beings ?

If it did Adam and Eve's were offsprings of another couple of apple eaters and so were their ancestors? So to badger about what I started to conflict with in my mind and typing them down,that whether karma is our own creation. I would love to wonder how the beggar in the street who you knew would beg for some money to feed himself and his son ,died one day out of hunger.He must have always cursed karma, he must have always prayed to the almighty for the magnificent to happen. Did it happen to him? I think you have your eyebrows meeting each other and a smirky faced expression to have read what you just read. I knew the really over-smart little kid in our nearby bus-stop , he was definitely good at observation, he observed the ones he begged from, he observed the way of communicating, he skilled himself to learn and know some English words, had the grey matter to embrace an affectionate relation with a cigarette shop-owner next lane to his street where he slept and I eventually saw him working there, washing the tea cups and earning himself a shelter on the benches behind the shutter. It wasn't karma but his will power to not cling onto the anguish of being an orphan but have his own identity and to have the pleasure to call for a much better life. He perhaps have had the faith that almighty was kind enough to him than the rest who just are like him,letting go of his own capability to have earned it. The politician who you think should probably be hanged to death but has all the power he or she is playing with has mental peace?

Trust me he or she dies in fear everyday, does everything unusual to cover up that what kills him or her with the fear of losing everything one day.That is not karma but the fear wrongdoings will make him or her slip out some unexpected evidence that'll call for the end of their reign. It's never hierarchical in today's society. You think Ajmal Kasab didn't panic or howl in memories of what he'll leave behind when he was hanged to death, that's how "karma" was polite to him or rather he himself was to himself by having the power to understand the  essence of the disaster of 26/11 and died in repentance but peace. I would now loiter around something complex, the Indian society, the tremendously hyped relationship between a daughter in law and  a mother in law. We mostly sit with the bucket of popcorn and gape at episodes after episodes, the more known term being the "k" serials. We hear of a million cases in real life too and over 60% of complaints of the middle and lower middle class economic group made to the police , lawyers for a divorce has been this.

The daughter in law for instance have been horrified with the torments and household tornado, she out of aggression or pain commits a suicide . The in laws are all hailed and welcomed to the lockup , after some interrogation they somehow get out of that mess and then they look for the betterment of their son, they get him married again. It's the fear of what they have been through will help them rectify them. It's karma? No, the laws. It was so obvious and expected. What about the boy who was bullied everyday in his school and then the teacher or principal receives the complaint, the "superior"peers have the time of their life and they are scared so they transform to being better, it's not karma, it's self realisation. I wouldn't sympathise with the kid who gets bullied everyday and doesn't take a stand for herself or himself. Although the growing impact of the thrust of grief will play with those nerves that let him or her be calm and terrified. He or she might someday acquire some psychological disorder or have some alter in the configuration of perseverance way different from the rest.Once cured from there might turn out to be an unique independent, successful being and might have some real guts to face the hardest of hardest storms. He shall have the sun kissed phase then but that was him, that was the incidents that defied the definition he would have to define himself. I wonder how much you've cursed you ex boyfriend or ex girlfriend to have left you after you loved him or her so much.

The "ex" might have realised and maybe came back to you and you slammed the door on his or her face. The one you cursed for all so long , well they have had the lesson. Alright for the other instance, you did accept the one who had apparently let you all alone and shattered after the person comes back to you because that is how you wanted and you've earned that because of the way you are , because of the way you loved them, not because karma was kind to you. And for the worse who is a "bitch" or "dog" or "moron" or what you generally refer to as ,is a "whore" might hop onto one relationship to another but someday will have his or her heart skip a beat , will think of you and feel bad and curse karma, curse himself or herself and would finally realise he or she was wrong.They might get the rejection from the society too to have the enlightenment of self realisation. They might not knock at your door to console you with the realisation but would you keep waiting for someone who would move on with another  person and not ever be considerate about your feelings? The day you'd move on and find the glitters of your life, you might just proclaim Oh! Karma does exist but would you have no faith in yourself to have come out strong and bestow yourself with what you really deserve? I'd again go back on the popcorn craving instances to today's society,a girl repeatedly gets molested , tortured and is left shattered. She gathers herself and earns the bread of honour, the honour she deserves to have come out strong. You really think the rapists, the frustrated bloodsuckers have any peace in life ? They do have some definite , abnormal rage in them to have become what they have. The frustration level of those vampires grow all the more and the conflict clock keeps clicking in their head, they end up ruining their life, they definitely don't have one though. They have made it that way for them to have all the peace stirred . The ones who are abducted lawfully have the best kiss of fate intercoursing deep down to have that organ castrated literally having no apparent use of it left to them. That isn't karma , that is the conflict of mind that drag you down when you let someone down.

We do hurt people around us unknowingly or knowingly ,judge unintentionally or intentionally and trust me when you're talking about someone , how do you know you are not being talked about or the person you're speaking to might just be judging you too. The times you realise your flaws, you have the repentance, you might say sorry or you don't. It's just a word though it does make a lot of difference. It's not karma but your self realisation to change your outlook and have respect for the other one. Trust me your relationship with yourself sets the tone of your relationship with the rest.

About the Author:

 Chirasree Bandyopadhyay is pursuing BSc. Animation and Multimedia from VIT University, Vellore. Born and raised up in Calcutta, Chirasree nurtures unfathomable love for writing that seems to be her only recreation from everydayness.